Two diaries written by Anna Nicole have emerged, emphasizing the tragic blonde’s lifestlye, and providing fans with an insight into her turmoiled filled life. The saddest part about it all is the inscription on the inside cover of one, “This diary belongs to Vickie Smith(Anna’s real name). Do Not Read!”, and yet these will be going up for public auction along with many other personal items.

June 11, 1992
“It was a okay day…..I had lunch with Howard. Someone ran over my cat yesterday. I was real sad. Clay came over last nite and gave me some sleeping pills.”

June 13, 1992
She wrote she was hungover and stayed home to watch a movie, and that she “Took a Zandrex!”

Zantrex is a weightloss pill.

August 16, 1992

“I’ve been really stressed out lately and depressed and I can’t quit eating. I feel like a pig,”

June 23, 1992
“O my Gosh!! Paul Marsiano called today to see if I got his books also I’m gonna go to San Antonio to do photo shoot…..”I’m so excited!! This could be it. :):):):):)”

June 25, 1992
In reference to spending $3000 on new clothes at Neiman Marcus:

“I’m so happy they look great….I hope it empresses Paul Marsiano . . . I’m starving!! I’ve been starving myself.”

On her Oil Tycoon husband:

“Howard has been buying me som jewelry but he calls me 15 or 20 times a day it drives me crazy. I love him but he aggravates me somtimes,”

and in the same entry:

“I don’t no what to do about Paul hes strange guy. I hate for men to want sex all the time.”

“Chow!”

“Hes so very weak and fragile When I touch him Im afraid he might break”
“If Jesus desides to take him I dont no what I’ll do. I want each hour to comfort him with medicines and prayers.”

“I love him so much it hurts me to site and watch him when hes hurting I just want to hold him touch him let him no how much I care.”

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